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今天放工，買材料準備聖誕禮物，好久沒有這樣快樂的花心思。 

然後在小巴上，突然呯一聲，小巴差點撞向突然閃出來的私家車。

全車人大叫，後面的車也差點撞過來。幸好我們只是拋起了一下，沒人受傷.. 我腦海一片空白，手裡緊握材料...... 本想打電話給你或Jessie....

 Then I stopped....... What if I die? I expect to make you two some nice Xmas gifts...to my most beloved lover and friend... I hugged parents one by one this morning, what am I doing ? What am I trying to connect?

 I try my very best to heal, to deal with loneliness , to make sense of my past... looking towards future.. a better life... we plan... and things happen out of our expectation...

 每個人都以為有很多以後