2012年11月28日 星期三

家人

告訴了妹妹和妹夫,眼晴的問題,他們說不要怕妹夫也說了些保險問題。 

爸爸有很多儲蓄,卻怕我們搶錢....

 Jessie那天說老了互相照顧,她一定請假陪我。

  she text me tonight... after I thank her for her caring and kindness

 Her text: I can ar. I take leave for Cheng, of course I will take leave for u. U are my mui. I only have one mui on earth.

 有時家人的感覺和血源無關...

 Think of her.. when I listen to this song... Hope one day..... in her wedding party..

 

2012年11月26日 星期一

眼睛

我很膽小.......... 怕有一天會看不到你、Jessie、和陳朗一家....

 終於拿出勇氣找眼科醫生幫忙,是OT Wance的先生。 

右眼新黑影擾攘了我一陣子,不知怎去告訴你告訴妹妹。每個人都似乎很煩,很多事在忙,我抓頭髮是有原因的.... 

保險已不保我的眼晴,只能claim協記那份cheap保險,也不知能否claim到。 如果做手術,一個人在家怕麻煩,請假的問題照顧的問題......... 很喜歡寫字看書的我......這幾年已不能看太多字的書。

 你問我為什麼不配太陽鏡,我怕有天我連陽光的天也看不到.... 今天上課時,發覺真的不行....

  我會努力面對的。

2012年11月25日 星期日

思念

你常說要到外地看看,我一直也在做心理準備.....

 分開的數年我一直想念你....

 現在你只不過離開數天,我便開始想念,常常注意手機..... 

小聲的問: 如果有天你決定往外闖一次,可以帶我在身邊嗎? 

我的思想系統和你不一樣,愛情永遠是我的no 1. 不想給你壓力,只是脆弱的我,其實很想依
在你旁。


 

2012年11月22日 星期四

記得你的一切

在平衡板上的你、常思考的你、吃飯很慢的你、理性的你、深思細密的你、喜愛藝術的你、如小孩的你、手長腳長的你、穩重的你..... 

我和你是如此的相反,橫衝直撞的我,是沒有大腦神經吧!卻又如此的想念你,從碰到的那天開始,就沒法離開你。 

都近40歲了,我是少女懷春嗎?

這是上天給我的最大禮物,對愛情還是有無比的勇氣和單純。

 

2012年11月19日 星期一

擁抱幸福,擁抱愛。

賢:

 這兩天我領悟到的是,許多人身在福中不知福。

有時候,包括我自己。

要看5:20 - 9:00啊!我每次看也好感動...

  

2012年11月18日 星期日

Making sense of the world

我們每天在努力做的,也許只是理解這個世界。

 “The world today doesn't make sense, so why should I paint pictures that do?” From Pablo Picasso

 “I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.” From Vriginis Satir

穿什麼也是我!!!好想大聲叫!!!