告訴了妹妹和妹夫，眼晴的問題，他們說不要怕妹夫也說了些保險問題。
爸爸有很多儲蓄，卻怕我們搶錢....
Jessie那天說老了互相照顧，她一定請假陪我。
she text me tonight... after I thank her for her caring and kindness
Her text:
I can ar. I take leave for Cheng, of course I will take leave for u. U are my mui. I only have one mui on earth.
有時家人的感覺和血源無關...
Think of her.. when I listen to this song...
Hope one day..... in her wedding party..
2012年11月26日 星期一
2012年11月25日 星期日
2012年11月22日 星期四
2012年11月18日 星期日
Making sense of the world
我們每天在努力做的，也許只是理解這個世界。
“The world today doesn't make sense, so why should I paint pictures that do?” From Pablo Picasso
“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.” From Vriginis Satir
穿什麼也是我！！！好想大聲叫！！！
“The world today doesn't make sense, so why should I paint pictures that do?” From Pablo Picasso
“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.” From Vriginis Satir
穿什麼也是我！！！好想大聲叫！！！
2012年11月13日 星期二
2012年11月9日 星期五
Stay
對於很大的事件，我的情緒是要幾日甚至幾星期後才能出來。
即時反應通常是恐懼，然後保護自己再去打人。現在學懂的是不打人，但面對自己的感覺，還是遲緩的才能感應到。
今天起床，十萬個＂咩事呢＂在腦中！！！
我這個女子，脆弱又白痴，為什麼你能對我不離不棄？ 昨晚你看到我笑才走，又說記得我要Fun設計的婚紗！咩事呢？其他人都誤解我時，但你能夠相信我！！！咩事呢？
我是幸福的女人，原來幸福的感覺是這樣的啊！
今天看鏡子數次，樣貌不美身材不好手腳笨拙的我，是修了多生的福嗎？咩事呢？
賢，我不知道能為你做什麼，真的不知道。只能確實的吿訴你，以後無論什麼情況什麼事，我會坦誠溝通不走開，支持你支持自己支持我們。
即時反應通常是恐懼，然後保護自己再去打人。現在學懂的是不打人，但面對自己的感覺，還是遲緩的才能感應到。
今天起床，十萬個＂咩事呢＂在腦中！！！
我這個女子，脆弱又白痴，為什麼你能對我不離不棄？ 昨晚你看到我笑才走，又說記得我要Fun設計的婚紗！咩事呢？其他人都誤解我時，但你能夠相信我！！！咩事呢？
我是幸福的女人，原來幸福的感覺是這樣的啊！
今天看鏡子數次，樣貌不美身材不好手腳笨拙的我，是修了多生的福嗎？咩事呢？
賢，我不知道能為你做什麼，真的不知道。只能確實的吿訴你，以後無論什麼情況什麼事，我會坦誠溝通不走開，支持你支持自己支持我們。
2012年11月7日 星期三
Living. Life.Share.
一個慣於獨處，每日定時定量規律書寫的小說家，忽而進入兩人磨合、
「很真實的生活狀態」，打掃、買菜、洗衣、吃飯......細瑣的生活裡，有著難以言說的安心，家，給予的休憩，不是停頓。
「很真實的生活狀態」，打掃、買菜、洗衣、吃飯......細瑣的生活裡，有著難以言說的安心，家，給予的休憩，不是停頓。
2012年11月6日 星期二
2012年11月5日 星期一
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